Burnt out

I'm seriously exhausted!!! My small lil brain is facing excessive information overload. My eyes are stressed out from excessive reading. My hands ache from excessive writing and typing. My body aches from the large number of walks up and down the biz library/stairs!!

And my heart aches since i watched the last OTH episode..and also cos i have not Scofield in my life for the past 2 weeks!!!!

The dog

The family now officially owns a dog. And no, i don't know it's name, nor it's breed. I do know its color thought. Its supposedly a black puppy. Yup that's all the mother knew about it.

Oh, and supposedly it puked allover the house, cos its still small and its very new to the surroundings. Its supposedly getting used to the place though.

For now, it mostly stays on the rooftop, and i'm damn sad at that, cos i don't want my favo place of the house to smell like dog poo. But then again, it doesn't really matter when i'm not gonna be home for the next 1.5 years at least...

The most weirdest thing..

Suddenly, yesterday when i went down for Cast rehearsals, i got a tummy ache...like one of those gastric ones..and well, it was mild...and so i didn't take much notice of it...Then later, i ate a bit at Master's Forum, hoping that the pain would go down..

No on the contrary it increased....then i went back to my room, and lied down on my bed and TRIED to read some notes, but the pain was ever increasing, so i figured it should be alright if i have a good night's sleep..so off i went to sleep...

But then, it was horrible...i couldn't fall asleep properly..i kept waking up all the time cos the pain jus kept increasing..and i didn't even know what to do...then at about 2, i really couldn't stand it...Took ONE panadol, and tossed and turned till i fell asleep...and then, when i woke up in the morning, it had vanished..

Wonder what cause of this pain was??? I don't really know...Any future docs or those of similar nature reading this, please let me know....:)

I'm having a tummy ache...gahh...seems like those gastric ones...

Anyway, in other happenings...

Fees Increments..here's a breakdown for Hostel Stay!!

Current Fees - $60 a week
AY 0809 - $75 a week
AY 0910 - $90 a week
AY 10/11 - $100 a week

This is outrageous you know!!! I mean maybe a fee increase can be rationalized by increasing costs of living and yadayada..but a 25% increase....madness ah!!!!!!

Anyway i'm going to mail master some questions, and when i get replies, i will post them on ma blog!!

Random updates, and thoughts

1. SHalentine is done and over with, successfully!

2. Global reunions rock! We should have more of them.

3. CNY break was too short. Chinese should have more traditions that make CNY last longer.

4. Running into long lost friends makes life so much more happier.

5. I need to be frequent my meetups with my long lost friend, and other Belvoirians in Singapore

6. I'm now addicted to a few songs, which i keep playing over and over again. I need a change.

7. Fee increments suck. Now i need to work harder to earn the money.

8. I'm seriously considering opening my own online shopping blog. Anyone wanna be my partner.

9. Prison break, and OTH are serious addictions.

10. Now i really NEED to mug!

Yeah, this is the first time i've regretted doing something...I may have regretted not doing stuff, like not studying and all...but i have never regretted something of such a big scale as this...

I didn't take up chairperson cos i wanted power, or cos all my friends had top posts, and i didnt...cos if these were the reasons, i would have shown some interest when terence asked me to be photocomm chair...I refused then, cos i know that i had alot more to improve in my photography areas before i could lead a team of 20 in that field...When SE was chairperson-less, i wanted to take the post up as a challenge, to improve my entrepreneurial skills, and to just try and give something to hall..something bigger than just going down to support IHG games and such...I know many may have not liked me taking up such a post, and many have criticized it...but i dint care then cos i thought i could show them that they were wrong..

But now i feel they were right..that maybe i suck at this, and that maybe i shouldnt have taken this up...so many hiccups at the last moment...and now, the block comms are easily against me too...so well, i guess dreams dont always come true..

I'm sorry B7P if i fail you....please do better than how i'm faring...

Today's not really my day

So well, i wake up to find the following msg on my FB wall..

heyy nithss...
wen u comin malaysia...
ill prob call u frm de airport aiite???
tc.. cheers...
oh btw, keep me updated as to wt ur pkanss rr!!!

Then i was confused as to when they were coming here...I knew they were supposed to like be here during Chinese new year, and that left me like totally perplexed...

And then, once again i tried to find the wall of my so called best friend, and i couldn't find it...so well i guess i just ahve to accept the fact that she has limited profiled me...if only i knew why..

And then, my dear Mkt IC tells me another vendor backed out..thats like $300 down the drain..plus ofcourse the cost of the extra 20 tables...sigh....

Next sajjaad calls me, yeah from Changi Airport..and tells me he's here in Singapore...i mean like helloooooo...why couldn't you like have told me this earlier..and then they just decide that they will not even like pop in to see me...so i'm like that unwanted yeah...

and just one more...I know i like have a helluva lot of hall stuff to do and all..and thats why i refused to take part in infusion...and i dont regret my decision there...but i so do wish that some fo my friends here would understand me...and like stop talking about what happens at practices all the time..I mean like anytime i see them, they are talking only about this....and tehy dont really understand that i dont wanna talk about it...

Sigh..I need some enthusiasm and cheering up...and less hall commitments to get back into a normal lifestyle...AGAIN...