Decisions - they are always tough..especially when they involve two alternatives, neither of them foregoable. And when you make choices amongst those alternatives, you really don't know if what you are doing is right or wrong, or if thats the best decision you can come to...but you know that sooner or later, you are going to have to choose...and so you do choose in the hope that everything is for the best.
But if that choice ever turns out to not to be the one that you should have chosen, then the amount of regrets, unhappiness, and sadness that it brings along with itself are just so large that they cannot even be defined by words.
I know i acted upon instincts to some extent, cos there should have been some reason behind my mind's hesitation, but then again, i always hoped that things would work out alright in the end...and i still hope so...although i really dont know how that is gonna happen...but i seriously hope that small incidents like this don't get in the way of me trying to make my choice sound as rational/correct as possible...
P.S I miss my mum...and dad...and i miss home...I wanna go back...:(
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