Yeah, this is the first time i've regretted doing something...I may have regretted not doing stuff, like not studying and all...but i have never regretted something of such a big scale as this...

I didn't take up chairperson cos i wanted power, or cos all my friends had top posts, and i didnt...cos if these were the reasons, i would have shown some interest when terence asked me to be photocomm chair...I refused then, cos i know that i had alot more to improve in my photography areas before i could lead a team of 20 in that field...When SE was chairperson-less, i wanted to take the post up as a challenge, to improve my entrepreneurial skills, and to just try and give something to hall..something bigger than just going down to support IHG games and such...I know many may have not liked me taking up such a post, and many have criticized it...but i dint care then cos i thought i could show them that they were wrong..

But now i feel they were right..that maybe i suck at this, and that maybe i shouldnt have taken this up...so many hiccups at the last moment...and now, the block comms are easily against me too...so well, i guess dreams dont always come true..

I'm sorry B7P if i fail you....please do better than how i'm faring...